Does anyone ever win?

I've been playing for more than 3 years now and have ordered countless items. And every time I do, my husband throws a fit. I know that ordering helps with the amount of the sweepstakes and I've done my best. I have'nt won ANYTHING!!!! I pray so much for financial help and it does'nt seem this is going to be the solution. I love PCH and love participating. I mainly order flowers but every one that you've sent me, has'nt grown or the roses are not the color I ordered. I've been very disapointed with my flowers! I know that everyone is financially strapped and need this too. I've seen the TV winners. Are they really winners or are they actors? I am disabled and need the money so bad. You wouldn't have to pay me a lump sum, I would be more than happy to take yearly installments. I'm 43 years old and with my health, it would'nt be very many years to have to pay me. I want to win so bad! It would make what time I have left to enjoy life. Thank you, Sherry Goldshot